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dumblemopCan I just say this is a really hot picture? (The one way down at the bottom.)
I run across a lot of very goodlooking people on my Gaia guilds. It's really quite insane. And most of them are also pretty awesome as well as nice to look at. So it's a good deal.
I'm babbling and this post means nothing. I'm just in a weird mood I guess.
I've said a few times that I seem to be more attracted to girls than guys. Like I'm really attracted to girls and I'm largely indifferent about most guys. But something someone in a guild said has got me thinking. I'm rarely attracted to cisgendered, bio, genetic, etc guys, but there are a lot of FtMs and genderqueer-but-largely-male-identified people that I am intensely attracted to. And it's not like they look female and that's why I like them, because they don't. Pretty much all of these guys, if I didn't know, I wouldn't know. It's interesting.
It's like, bioguys I've had crushes on, I've liked them because they're funny, or sweet, or smart, or whatever. And because I like them, I can gloss over the fact that I'm not entirely sure what my position on sex with guys or that I'm not really viscerally attracted to them. With girls, androgynous people, and non-cis guys, it's a mesh of looks and personality, or I can appreciate someone who I don't know at all solely on looks. It's a little weird.
I mean, I've honestly had no sexual contact with boys. I've thought about it. Sometimes I feel like I ought to try it, sometimes I'd kind of like to try it for itself, sometimes I'm eh about it, sometimes I can't see why I ever would. I have a deep appreciation for the female body (except mine, lol), but I haven't ever experienced the male body, so who knows.
Just something I was thinking about.
And now, it's midnight, so I should probably head to bed so I can get up early and go through my room to figure out what I keep and what I get rid of.
But first...I think I'm going to do something else. O;)
I run across a lot of very goodlooking people on my Gaia guilds. It's really quite insane. And most of them are also pretty awesome as well as nice to look at. So it's a good deal.
I'm babbling and this post means nothing. I'm just in a weird mood I guess.
I've said a few times that I seem to be more attracted to girls than guys. Like I'm really attracted to girls and I'm largely indifferent about most guys. But something someone in a guild said has got me thinking. I'm rarely attracted to cisgendered, bio, genetic, etc guys, but there are a lot of FtMs and genderqueer-but-largely-male-identified people that I am intensely attracted to. And it's not like they look female and that's why I like them, because they don't. Pretty much all of these guys, if I didn't know, I wouldn't know. It's interesting.
It's like, bioguys I've had crushes on, I've liked them because they're funny, or sweet, or smart, or whatever. And because I like them, I can gloss over the fact that I'm not entirely sure what my position on sex with guys or that I'm not really viscerally attracted to them. With girls, androgynous people, and non-cis guys, it's a mesh of looks and personality, or I can appreciate someone who I don't know at all solely on looks. It's a little weird.
I mean, I've honestly had no sexual contact with boys. I've thought about it. Sometimes I feel like I ought to try it, sometimes I'd kind of like to try it for itself, sometimes I'm eh about it, sometimes I can't see why I ever would. I have a deep appreciation for the female body (except mine, lol), but I haven't ever experienced the male body, so who knows.
Just something I was thinking about.
And now, it's midnight, so I should probably head to bed so I can get up early and go through my room to figure out what I keep and what I get rid of.
But first...I think I'm going to do something else. O;)
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Date: 2006-05-27 11:11 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2006-05-27 09:38 pm (UTC)What I would really like is to see my boyfriend mess around with another guy. He's a little curious. He likes really pretty boys that can look damn fine in a dress.
Like this guy:
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Date: 2006-05-28 03:50 am (UTC)I like girls. I'm a lesbian. the end. :)
haha.. nah I think it's normal to have thoughts of investigation and healthy to test the boundaries of sexual comfort zones... as long as you're safe and in a sound state of mind.
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Date: 2006-05-28 03:58 am (UTC)Bleh. I'll take things as they come. (Um...that sounded too sexual.) Learn to live the unexamined life, eh? ;)