It's not a mistake. We had to say goodbye at somepoint. I need you to be strong, I have to be strong too... If I see you today I'm going to cry... and I'm not going to let you leave. I miss you. and I don't want you to leave. And I know you have to. and we'll both be sad for a while... but we'll make it work. Somehow. ::hugs:: Don't be afraid.
Yeah, I know, it's just hard. It's easier to be strong when I'm with you instead of desperately conscious of how not with you I am. And I know I'm going to see you again, it's just not going to be until the summer's over. But it is what it is. I don't know how available I'll be for the next couple of days because my family is apparently going nuts about moving and getting the house ready to sell, but you'll be busy too. I guess you'll both have to get what I was going to give you then, although it won't make as much sense. And I'll write. And I love you. And I guess that's all.
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