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[dumblemop]

I'm okay. I haven't done any work yet but I'm about to start, but I did laundry earlier. Shows that I'm coping properly by getting shit done. Piper wants to go to sleep but I want to listen to my music loud. I get backaches when I try to use my headphones because they're not long enough. I have donuts and ice coffee that I actually went out with people to get. Actually rather a lot of donuts because I only wanted 6 and they gave me 12.

Donuts anyone?

I'm really alright. I don't think I was overly contemplative but I did think. And I realized that it's hard for you not to stop talking to me if I'm not talking to you, so I'm going to keep my promise to myself about being brave and communicate better. Talk tomorrow? I'm sorry I just kind of turn off when it comes down to it. When it comes down to it, "it gives me belly rumblings when you guys fight." Since that is your song and all. So yeah. I'm alright. I feel a little silly for thinking and saying and doing some things, considering, but bottom line: I love you and you're not going to lose me and we'll talk. And it'll work.

On to physics, and then to bed. I'll...I don't know. Do math homework tomorrow morning. Because I figured out that if I do even okay on this week's homework and quiz, and if I did even okay on Friday's test, then if I get at least a B on the final exam I'll have a B for the class. Shouldn't be too hard, so I'll do my homework in the morning and then I can review for the quiz when I'm normally doing my homework.

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[zealous-seeker.livejournal.com]

::hugs:: You're not losing me.... we're all just growing. I love you. We will talk. ::hugs::

PS- I'm glad you're alright... but I'm still here for you if you need me.

[dumblemop.livejournal.com]

I need a hug. Can I get a hug later? or several?

[zealous-seeker.livejournal.com]

several indeed. I get off work at 4... need to run some errands real quick.. should be done by 5:30-ish. I'll call.

[dumblemop.livejournal.com]

I just remembered that I have comp sci lab at 5, but I usually finish early.

[zealous-seeker.livejournal.com]

call when you get out of lab ::hugs::