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Mar. 15th, 2006 01:14 pmI have a hard time figuring out what people think of me. So I try to ignore the instinct to freeze up. It seems to be working a lot better than usual lately. I'm not sure why. Maybe this is the wellspring of confidence stirring the cockles of my heart. :P
I'm having a really good week. Ever since...well, Saturday. :) Friday was a little stressful what with the project 2 design being due, and I'm sure I'll be stressed some more at the close of this week because of project 2 being actually due and what seems to be a hard math assignment. I should have done more work during the day on Monday and Tuesday even though I didn't really have anything due. I get distracted by the "oh, that's not due until later in the week" thing, even though that means that if I don't do much work early in the week I get slammed with all the work that's due on Thursdays and Fridays. Physics assignment, math assignment, math quiz, project 2, and whatever's due for women's studies. Fuck women's studies, I'd rather be in Freedom. Remind me to get up early tomorrow, or at least a reasonable hour.
I feel so...springy. Light-hearted. Likely to burst into song. I sing randomly sometimes, and I'm usually content if not what could be considered actively happy, but I can't remember ever having this musical-like feeling. It's nice. If only I could compose songs on the spot, I would be set. :)
I wonder if I'm allowed to do the improv thing without being a theater major. Not that I'm good at improv or anything, because I'm not. There's another example of situations where I freeze up. Or I laugh at things that aren't funny because I'm so fucking nervous. Something to think about.
So now it's time for class and if I actually stay on task I will have no stress!
I'm having a really good week. Ever since...well, Saturday. :) Friday was a little stressful what with the project 2 design being due, and I'm sure I'll be stressed some more at the close of this week because of project 2 being actually due and what seems to be a hard math assignment. I should have done more work during the day on Monday and Tuesday even though I didn't really have anything due. I get distracted by the "oh, that's not due until later in the week" thing, even though that means that if I don't do much work early in the week I get slammed with all the work that's due on Thursdays and Fridays. Physics assignment, math assignment, math quiz, project 2, and whatever's due for women's studies. Fuck women's studies, I'd rather be in Freedom. Remind me to get up early tomorrow, or at least a reasonable hour.
I feel so...springy. Light-hearted. Likely to burst into song. I sing randomly sometimes, and I'm usually content if not what could be considered actively happy, but I can't remember ever having this musical-like feeling. It's nice. If only I could compose songs on the spot, I would be set. :)
I wonder if I'm allowed to do the improv thing without being a theater major. Not that I'm good at improv or anything, because I'm not. There's another example of situations where I freeze up. Or I laugh at things that aren't funny because I'm so fucking nervous. Something to think about.
So now it's time for class and if I actually stay on task I will have no stress!
