I miss all of you.

[dumblemop]

As I was writing my away message for AIM so I could finally go to sleep, I was trying to figure out what day it is tomorrow (today). My first thought upon determining it was a Thursday was "Score! Freedom meeting tonight."

Then I realized.

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[piper-lee.livejournal.com]

And then you were like, "I miss Pipe so much, I cannot go on!"

[dumblemop.livejournal.com]

*sigh* Piper is cool.

[zealous-seeker.livejournal.com]

::hugs:: there will always be next semester.

... I on the other hand.. dont' have a next semester. I have to change at life.. and I'm not sure I"m ready for life to change... I mean it just.. ya know.. changes... and it's difficult because all those who are normally so close... and now so far away. and it's up to me to keep those ties... or else lose them.. and am I strong enough to find others like them? *are* there others like them?

random thoughts... I really do mean to wish you well and give you hope. Soon enough you will be back in the arms of people who love you... but don't grow to hate the place you are now because you're longing to be with them... learn from it... bask in it.. find adventure and excitment everyday. And that will only make you stronger and more exciting so that when you do charge back into the arms of those you love you'll have so much to share... so much excitement to give.. a renewed energy.

Closeness is necessity... and yet distance is brilliant. Learn from it.

::hugs::

[dumblemop.livejournal.com]

I think I'm going to stop writing these entries.

I was going to go into why I was writing them but I shouldn't justify being whiny.

I'll keep that in mind.

*hugs*

[zealous-seeker.livejournal.com]

Don't stop if you're censoring yourself.. being whiny is a part of life.. it's YOUR livejournal, you can write what you want. I love you. and i want you to know that. and it's endearing to know that you miss freedom... and people need to know that you care about them.. and this entry was one way that people could know that.

Maybe I misunderstood your note.

::hugs:: I'll catch you soon sweetie.

[dumblemop.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but...I write them and then I realize that other people, specifically you, are dealing with much more complicated and difficult situations and I shouldn't be whining about what seems like nothing in comparison. And it is a way for me to say "I miss these people because they are important to my life and I'm not seeing them and won't see them for a long time," but it does sound an awful lot like whining, and part of it just is whining. So...

Bleh. Anyway. *hugs*

[http://users.livejournal.com/mewmewmew_/]

Well, I've only been with girls and never know what to do around guys, so. :P It kind of depends on what role she's expecting you to play, and whether that role is a comfortable one for you--and the only way you can find out either of those things is by talking and lots of interaction. :) Try things out, or tell her you're nervous about making a good impression because you don't have a lot of experience. Great girls will understand and respond, while a girl who has rigid ideas of what's what and expects you to figure it all out on your own is probably not worth your time after all. <3
Sorry to respond to this in another post but I'm nervous about her finding the reply. Just to let you know, she's the cute Chinese girl. So communication isn't the best due to the slight language barrier. But she is a very open person and I'll have to see how things go.

[dumblemop.livejournal.com]

<3 I really hope it works out. :)