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[dumblemop]

Meh. Wednesday is almost over. About fucking time.

Things are ridiculous. And I can understand some of the reasoning behind it, and I can see for myself that certain things are important, but this is ridiculous. And there isn't a single person I can talk to about it, because of how ridiculous it is.

Like, I just...I don't want to judge people. And I don't want to nail people just because they're trying to get me in trouble just because they don't like me for whatever reason. And I don't want to have or cause resentment or bitterness or suspicion or whatever. I want people to be happy.

But when it becomes difficult for me to do my job because I have to constantly worry about how it looks or what people think when I have a perfectly legitimate reason for all of my actions, that's too far. And I hate being constantly on guard--that's when I start screwing up for real just because I'm so worried about how things look.

And I can't believe I'm doing this again. But this time, I think it's worth it.

Oh, P.S., I hate two-faced people. If you hate me or you object to something I'm doing, at least have the guts to let me know, instead of being nice to my face and complaining about me behind my back. Please, thank you, fuck off.

And I no longer have appropriate icons because my subscription expired. So. Deal.

Comments

[piper-lee.livejournal.com]

Make Dan buy it for you again, even though he's not my boyfriend anymore. D:

[piper-lee.livejournal.com]

MincerRay200: i almost baught robin another paid account for 2 months...because on facebook it was all "august 11th is robin's birthday!".....but then i realized it said "talyor" and not "bean" after it



He almost "baught" it for you without me even telling him too.]

And it's Robin "Tyler," not "Talyor."

[dumblemop.livejournal.com]

Don't you mean Taylor?

And that's awesome. Lolz. Make him buy me a new subscription! D:

[piper-lee.livejournal.com]

No... It's actually "Tyler."

...lol.

[kamili.livejournal.com]

Meep...what's wrong?

[dumblemop.livejournal.com]

I'll tell you on Tuesday. My mouth is kinda shut on specifics until my contract is up (tomorrow).

[zealous-seeker.livejournal.com]

::hugs::

you are a complicated individual of whom I adore. You follow in my footsteps about getting into complicated situations in which you believe so passionately (and rightly so) but the world is going to look at you oddly and sometimes react harshly. But, you are not alone. I love you and care about you and am here for you.

Let me know if you need a place to crash. Or if you need a ride. I'm at the ready, I know life can be sucky sometimes... but you need to know that you are strong enough to survive... and kick everyone's metaphorical ass in the process.

::hugs::

-Liz-

[dumblemop.livejournal.com]

Sorry to panic on you like that. It'll work out after all, so you don't have to come get me. Have I got stories to share, though. :) We'll all hook up sometime once school starts and I can meet Erin again and you can meet Trin and it'll be awesome, eh?

Thanks for the support--I can't tell you how much it means to me. Love and hugs.

[fenix-artist.livejournal.com]

not a clue what's going on.

But I can relate about the two faced thing. >_> its too dishonest.
I hope you feel better :)

and I got my housing stuff! No erikson T_T, put me in sasersodfimukana? (no idea spelling)

but yea, not erickson. but neh, still umbc!
BE HAPPY DONT WORRY. :>

[dumblemop.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'll probably explain it sometime, just not yet. :)

Susquehanna? It's just down the hill from me. We'll hang out and be awesome. :) See you in like...two weeks, right? :D